This past weekend (September 9-12) I went Interior Papua for
the first time and survived! But oh, how do I possibly describe my experience? It
feels like a strange dream…
Thursday
(Sept. 8) was like any other school day until we received Pastor Darron’s text.
“Hi Girls. There is a standby
possibility that 1 of you will get to fly interior with Kathleen for the
weekend. After school today we will need
to talk…” All of us were filled with
excitement at the idea of being the first one (of our SM group) to fly
interior. We talked briefly over our
lunch about who would be the lucky one, it was narrowed down between Paige and
myself. Both Paige and I attempted to square away our classes and prepare to
hand the reins over to Ashley, who kindly agreed to be our substitute. However,
at our meeting with Darron it was pointed out that my class would probably be
the easiest to step into on such short notice because I only had a review and
test. So it was agreed for me to be “the
one”.
Then came
the struggle of packing while clouded in uncertainty. Darron and I spoke briefly with Pilot Gary
and the conclusion was a definite maybe that I would fly the following morning. Everything depended on the weight of the
cargo, the weight of the passengers (including myself), if this or that person
showed up, etc. Basically, I was to pack as light as humanly possible and even
then it was up in the air *pun intended ;)*.
Friday
morning came quickly and suddenly. In a
whirlwind I ate a small breakfast (due to excitement and concern of weight),
said quick goodbyes, and hurried out the door.
We arrived at the hanger to a big crowd of people saying their goodbyes
to a married couple who was going to serve long term in a village, and to a
mother and child that was returning home.
After they weighed our luggage, we all gathered inside the hanger. Just
like the Biggest Loser each of us had to step onto an industrial sized scale
while a guy tallied the total weight.
Talk about pressure!
My “ok to fly” was when I saw my
bag get thrown into the back of the prop plane and then the nervousness
hit. After more goodbyes and prayer,
Gary assigned us our seats. I was
graciously assigned the seat with the most leg room, being that I was the
tallest passenger (not including the pilot).
My seat was by a window! But said window was covered by plywood that the
married couple needed in their village.
So I couldn’t really see much of anything, but perhaps that was a good
thing since it was my first flight in such a small plane….
After about 45-60 minutes in the
air (I ended up sleeping some on the plywood so it’s hard to say how long it
was), we suddenly banked left around a massive ridge and quickly descended. All
I could see out the front of the plane was trees, then ground, then sky... With my stomach in my mouth I whispered a
quick prayer, and we came to a halt on grass airstrip. Soon the doors slide
open and all 7 passengers flooded out of the cramped plane. Only 4 of us ended up staying in Lelambo.
The entire village had come out to
see the plane land. At first, most kept their distance from us foreigners. We quickly pulled out the luggage, and Gary
turned to me and asked, “So, do you know what you will be doing here?”
It was then that I fully realized I
had not been briefed on what was expected and all I could think was, “Oh my
goodness!! I have no idea what I’m doing here.
What have I done to myself?! Gary take me back!” But all I could say was, “Nope.” Gary kindly proceeded to explain that
Kathleen (an Indonesian nurse), Mama Anne (a teacher), and I were simply here
to survey the village and report on what they would most benefit from. He
continued to say, “Just be with the people, hold babies, play with the kids…”
And immediately this thought popped in my head, “Be Jesus to these people.”
Again, I was struck with fear and a longing to go back to Doyo because I had no
earthy idea of what that looks like or how to even portray that. I don’t speak Indonesian, I don’t speak their
local language, I don’t understand their culture, and I had no idea what would
be seen as rude or unacceptable. How in the world was I to “be Jesus” in
Lelambo?
Looking back and mulling over these first few
thoughts, I realize now I will never have an earthly idea of what
showing Christ’s love looks like. Perhaps
that is the point, it must to come directly from God; it must be a heavenly
thing. I read this morning (9/13/16)
from Leviticus 10 and it’s just now hitting me how well it applies:
“I will display my holiness through those who come
near me, I will display my glory before all the people.” Lev 10:3 (NLT)
Back to Lelambo… We stood with the
people watching Gary prepare for take off, props spinning. Kathleen then turns to me and says, “KD, I’m
nervous. I’ve never done this before.” With wide eyes and a squeaky voice I say,
“What do you mean you’ve never done this?!!”
Turns out none of us had ever stayed over night in a village. Let the adventure begin.
That first day, Friday, we arrived
around 10am. We spent the rest of the day walking around the village with Mama
Simson (the mother and child we had flown back to Lelambo). Her story is one that needs to be told. So
here’s a short side story:
Miriam and Simson came to Doyo 4 months ago because of
a medical emergency. During that time
they lived with Kathleen. Simson is about a year old now, but you would never
know it just looking at him. So far
Simson has had a very hard life and it’s a miracle he is still alive. During pregnancy Miriam became very sick,
Simson was born premature and they don’t live in a village with a NICU or
medical care. Simson was very weak and
could not feed properly. He was placed
in a “Noken” (a crochet bag the mountain people use to carry everything from
food, tools, books, babies, etc.) and continued to get weaker and severely
malnourished. It got so bad he didn’t even have the energy to cry. Because he
laid in the noken for days on end with little movement his spine became
curved. To add to his problems he was
born blind and is very sensitive. Before
he came to Doyo Baru, he was scared of sounds and things that touched him
because he couldn’t understand what they were. When he is scared he tenses
up. His entire body becomes stiff as a
board. He has been contracted for so
long that now it is hard to take his hands out of fists and you can hear him
grinding his teeth. When Miriam and Simson left Lelambo the father said if he
dies in Doyo don’t bother brining the body home. So when we arrived with Simson healthier than
ever his father asked why we brought him back, and that they should’ve left him
in town. But praise the Lord, by the
time we left Lelambo the father was beginning hold Simson, and show more
affection towards him. Mama Simson
(which is what we called Miriam) was so excited to be home she had 3 other children
that desperately missed their mother.
Back to Lelambo… Mama Simson showed
us around her village. We went to their
school first. To get there we had to
cross over a small river on a bridge that had support logs and then flat pieces
of wood nailed on top. However, some of the wood slats were broken or
completely missing, so I carefully walked on the support beams. We then had to
follow a very narrow path on the side of the clay and rock ridge. This path also had some interesting “bridges”
over washouts. Most were like the main
bridge, but one was extra special. Basically, they put a log that was maybe 5
inches wide and cut slits for grip. Oh,
and it was on a hill with a drop off on one side that steeply led to the river
and on the other side was probably 3-4 feet away from the side of the ridge. Think
of walking on a tight rope, because that’s what it felt like. We finally
reached the school and talked to some of the locals. Turned out the school has no books, no paper,
no pens, and no teachers or principle.
It is just a building that the children come to and play volleyball or
soccer. We spent time with the children
and taught them some songs.
After the school, we saw the honais
(grass and bamboo huts) that most of the people lived in. There was a 2-story honai where all the adult
men slept, and surrounding that was smaller honais where the woman and children
slept. Inside these houses they would
have a small fire for cooking, and sleeping areas. We made our way to their
church, and eventually hiked up to what used to be a clinic. It has long been abandoned, but it is close
to their clean water source. The other river was where they would bathe, wash
dishes and laundry, and even use as the restroom.
At some point that day we ate
supper. But it all kind of blurs
together. The locals kindly made our meals for us (and I like to imagine that
they washed their hands and sterilized the plates). Our first meal was boiled
ubi. Ubi is basically the Indonesian
form of the yucca root. They don’t have
many seasonings in the village, so thank goodness for salt and hot peppers (and
cliff bars!). Breakfast came and it was
left over ubi. Then our next meal was ubi and papeda. Then our next meal was ubi and papeda… get
the picture? All but 1 meal was some form of ubi and papeda. What is papeda you
may ask? It’s pulp from a tree that they
boil and the end result is something that looks very similar to snot. But the consistency is more like thick gelatin
or animal fat. I was expecting a very unique flavor when I tried it, but it
actually has no flavor. I have never
tasted something with such little flavor.
However, what it lacks in taste it makes up for in texture!
Friday evening, we gathered the
village together at the top of the airstrip to bring in the Sabbath. Most of the people in the village are Protestant
so a Saturday Sabbath is a strange idea for them. But they sang one of their worship songs,
which had a really cool sound! I’ll try to upload a video of it.
The place where we slept was not in
a honai, like I was expecting, but on the floor of a small wooden house. The floors were dramatically slanted and the walls
had holes but it kept us dry from the rain that poured every night.
Saturday morning we woke up bright
and early. Gary had told us that he
would be on the radio at 7am. So we waited
eagerly by the radio to hear from him.
After playing with it for a while (trying to get the right frequency),
we finally got through to him. Talking
with him and his daughter was the highlight of my day. For some reason, being able to communicate to
those back in Doyo gave me a new mental strength to make it through the long
day ahead. We did this every morning,
and each time I was just as excited to hear their voices, and again filled with
renewed strength. It may sound odd that
this was such a major highlight in my day, especially since I was only staying
there for a few days. But you must factor in that I was (and am currently)
working through culture shock, and waves homesickness.
We had planned to go to church with
some of the people, but most of the adults had left the village to tend to
their farms or hunt. So it ended up
being just Kathleen, Mama Anne, Mama Simson, the local kids, and myself. We had a small Sabbath school type worship
and built crosses out of sticks we found outside. Sabbath afternoon, again we had originally
planned to go from house to house visiting the people and pray with them, but
most everyone was still gone. So I went
to the river and spent time alone with God.
Sitting in silence with the cold water washing my feet, praying and
reading was exactly what I needed. Brilliant colored butterflies and
dragonflies would flutter around, and birds I’ve never heard before were
singing. I was so relaxed that I fell
asleep on the cool rocks (plus I was quite sleep deprived). After a long time, Kathleen and I walked up
to a small waterfall and then proceeded to pray for each other.
Sunday was the village’s normal day
of worship, so we joined them in the church again. They took up an offering,
which surprised me for 2 reasons. 1: I
assumed most people did not have much money, and 2: the offering turned out to
be food. Everyone had brought some type
of vegetable as an offering. There were
sweet potatoes, ubi, cucumbers, ginger, and many others. I asked Kathleen where the food went after
the offering and she assumed the pastor. But in actuality, the offering was given to us
to take home.
After church we opened up a
makeshift clinic in the house we were staying in. Most of the patients had some sort of
respiratory issues, cough, colds, possibly bronchitis or TB. Probably close to 90% of things the people
complained of we could not treat. It would require a lifestyle change or further
health education. For example, scabies, smokers cough, back and knee pain,
etc. Or it was things that needed
further and more extensive tests. There
was one lady who had a mass in her abdomen.
All Kathleen and I could do was feel it, and giver something for pain.
We saw probably close to 40 people before we had to stop for
lunch (around 2pm). We were all
extremely hungry and were excited when an elderly lady said the food was
ready. We followed her up to the main
circle of honais. She brought us to one
honai that was different than the others.
It had the same grass roof like the others, but the walls were not
filled in. It looked kind of like a
gazebo but it was a big kitchen area that the people used for special
occasions, or when they all cook together.
The sight I walked in on was jaw
dropping. The elderly woman had said they prepared Buah Merah, but I had no
clue what that was. Buah Merah
translates to Red Fruit, and it is RED! I honestly thought they had killed an
animal and were preparing it for us. But
it was simply fruit pulp. They would take the meat of the fruit and mash it
together in a bowl made out of tree bark.
Then add river water. They then
form balls and squeeze the juice out to make a sauce to go over potatoes, ubi,
or any other vegetable. I tried hard to hide my concerned expressions. Kathleen turned to me and said, “KD, I’m
nervous about this. I’ve never had it
before! Did they wash their hands?” We both laughed nervously (and I imagined
that they used hand sanitizer for the sake of my stomach) and proceeded to eat
out of curiosity and fear of offending someone.
Again, I was expecting some unique
flavor that I would either love or hate, but nope. Buah Merah has very little flavor. It’s just all color. So I was very happy when
the salt and peppers were passed around.
When Sunday evening came we could
definitely feel that we had not showered since Friday. So Kathleen, Mama Anne, Mama Simson, and I
(followed by several small children) went down to the river. The only reason I tell this story is because
it impacted me so much. The entire time
I was in Lelambo, for some strange reason, my balance was terrible. Call it lack of sleep, lack of nutrition, a
growth spurt I’m not sure. I was just
extremely clumsy! That particular night I continually slipped on the rocks in
the river. I was soaked before I even took my shower! The ladies would look at
me and say “Hati hati! (Be careful)”.
When we were returning from our shower I again kept slipping until
finally I had a big fall getting scraped and bruised. I didn’t think that any one had seen because
they were a ways ahead and it’s hard to hear over the rushing water. I thought
to myself, “Goodness KD, get it together!”
But Mama Simson had seen. She spoke in the local language to her son who
ran over the rocks grabbed my stuff and then sprinted (in the dark, and
barefoot) over the rocks back to the bank.
Just as fast, Mama Simson was by my side, grabbed me by the hand and
pulled me behind her as if I was her child.
I was so grateful for her! Even
though I continued to slip and stumble, she never let go. Her grip only tightened.
She never slipped, never even wobbled, and all while being barefoot and holding
onto me in the dark.
We finally got to the bank with the
log bridge between us and home. I was expecting her to let go, but she held
tight until she was sure I was across the rickety bridge. She then let go, swooped to pick up her own
daughter, all with out missing a beat, and walked on. I doubt she’ll ever know
how much I needed her that night, and I didn’t even know that I was need of
some mother’s love until then either…. Don’t cry when you read this mom!
Our final morning was a rush of
mixed emotions. We had originally planed for Gary to fly in around 10am. But as Kathleen talked to him on the radio
(in Indonesian) I saw her face begin to fall.
I immediately started preparing myself mentally to stay another day. After, the conversation she turned to me and
said, “He’ll be here at 7:50. We got bumped
to the first flight.” I was so relieved,
but Kathleen had bonded with Simson, Mama Miriam, and the people in a different
way than I had. She could speak the
language and loved them more fully than I could. Plus Simson had lived with her
for 4 months now. She thought 7:50 was too soon, while I was excited.
In a frenzy, we packed our things
and soon heard the buzz of the plane.
The entire village again ran out so see him land (including
myself). His daughter, Cherise was able
to fly in with him and surprise us (she too had grown close to Simson and
Miriam in the 4 months they were in Doyo).
After checking the runway, and tearful goodbyes, we had one last prayer
with the people of Lelambo. Cherise kindly offered me the front seat next to Pilot
Gary, which I gladly took. Very much
like a Six Flags rollercoaster we powered down the hilly runway and soon we
were airborne. The view was amazing!!
As I still work through my culture
shock, I am so happy to be back Doyo again. By American standards I was “roughing it” in
Lelambo, but I was still living better than most of the locals. I now can’t
help but feel that I have a mansion here in Papua. We have such a variety in food, and I totally
believe God used this Interior adventure to humble me in ways no other place
could! And yes, I am glad to be back but
then again I cannot wait to go interior again! It’s just something that get’s
in your blood! (Photos to come...)
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